| NIKA |
| Watching Gundam |
| "Okay everyone, good work."
tetsu yelled into the noises of the other three, working their instruments and laughing wildly. ken and yukki stopped playing around just hyde stuck out his tongue and played some chords more before he finally gave in to tetsu. "I think we had enough for today" tetsu proclaimed and ken started packing at once. "What's the hurry, ken-chan?" hyde asked and ken smiled broadly "A hot date." he simply said and was gone just like that. tetsu sighed. /are they men or children?/ he wondered but then smiled a little himself. hyde went over to tetsu "You know, a new girl always makes ken snap into fast forward with all other activities." he smiled at tetsu. "But it will turn normal soon enough. See you later tet-chan, yukki" he waved and went of lighting a cigarette. Yukki stood up and was about to leave when he noticed a sad look on tetsu face. "What's wrong?" he asked the younger man. tetsu shrugged. "I don't know. Just a bit tired I guess." tetsu smiled friendly at yukki "Better not to worry about it." yukki looked at larukus leader. he thought and started to wonder what could make tetsu of all people sad. Most of the time he was reliable, social and seemed to have a smile for everything. It was so unlike tetsu. yukki frowned. After all tetsu had practically given him a life of fame and fun. Before he had nowhere to stay, just some friend to spend a night or two. He had no contract. Then he met tetsu, the walking sunshine. They had become friends first. yukki thought back to times when they had watched Evangelion together, tetsu being thrilled like a child, listening eagerly to every explanation yukki gave. That had made yukki smile. He smiled again, remembering those days. A warm feeling floated through him. tetsu in the meanwhile had packed his things but didn't seem to eager to go home. yukki had an idea. "Have you plans for tonight?" he asked smiling. tetsu looked up. "No, not really. Why?" "Wanna watch Gundam tonight?" yukki just knew that would make tetsu's sunshine smile appear again. The shadow of his usual smile graced tetsu's face. This was Gundam. He couldn't resist. "Okay...why not. At my place?" tetsu offered. yukki nodded. "I'll be there. You bring the videos and I bring some food, okay?" "No, not again all those sweets..." tetsu remembered yukki's idea of food. "No, real food this time. Let's say sushi and some Chinese stuff? I know a good..." tetsu interrupted: "Okay, you'll bring the food then." he turned around and looked really lonesome to yukki. tetsu looked back at yukki "See you later then." yukki grinned silly. /Yes!/ he thought. The food smelled deliciously as yukki drove to tetsu's home. He had confronted himself with his feelings for tetsu when tetsu and hyde had been to Hongkong and Thailand. He had found himself mad at hyde for no reason except that he could be with tetsu. He found himself mad at Kaori for the same reason. Finally he had to ask himself why. Why are you angry at these nice people, Awaji Yukihiro? Because they are close to tetsu. Tetsu is your friend. He's hyde's friend and Kaori is his girlfriend. Why should that be a problem? Because I want him to be more than my friend. Because of those warm smiles he shares with me and the world. Because he is the one precious thing in my life. I want to be the same in his. That is really a problem. yukki sighed. tetsu didn't know that. Maybe it wasn't love, but it was more than friendship. And he was to shy to tell. He arrived at tetsu's door rather calm. tetsu opened just a short time after yukki had hit the door-bell. A little smile was on tetsu's face, inviting him in. yukki showed the food, to prove that it was more than just the sweet stuff[tm]. yukki waited for tetsu to sit down and relax, but being who he was, everything had to be orderly first. tetsu brought classy dishes to eat from. He brought expensive table napkins. He brought fine glasses to drink from. yukki couldn't help but smile. This was so tetsu-like. Finally even tetsu had to admit that everything was ready. He tasted some of the Chinese food. It was delicious. After being stuffed tetsu turned on the video he had rented. It was Gundam, of course, but yukki couldn't concentrate. He studied the face of his fellow band-member. He sat down next to tetsu, who hardly noticed being fascinated by Gundam. Or maybe he wasn't. His eyes were empty, staring somewhere else. He looked lonesome. "What is wrong with you?" yukki asked for the second time. tetsu didn't notice yukki's question. Surprised about his own courage, yukki saw himself caressing tetsu's cheek in a tender gesture. tetsu's skin was soft, well shaved just like expected. If all of this went horribly wrong, he had to make his fingertips remember the texture of tetsu's skin. tetsu's look at him was bewildered. Questioningly he gazed at yukki and felt his cheek with his own fingers. But he didn't speak. yukki didn't know what to say either. He just knew he wanted the old sunshine smile back where it belonged. So he gathered courage and closed the distance to press a light but decided kiss on tetsu's lips. tetsu now lay some delicate fingers to his lips and stared at yukki. He looked even more lonesome than before and yukki's heart began to hurt. "I'm sorry." he whispered but tetsu just shook his head slightly. Suddenly tetsu crumbled. "I'm tired of being strong. I'm tired of being responsible." he cried. yukki wrapped his arms around the crying man who looked up to him askingly. Then he kissed yukki sweetly. yukki was more than surprised. He hadn't anticipated this. And he wanted not to waste it. He kissed tetsu back, just like he thought tetsu deserved to be kissed. Lovingly and long. When they parted yukki studied the face before him. First with his eyes then with his hands, finally with his lips and tongue. He could smell and taste tetsu. He smelled some hairspray and sweet perfume. tetsu tasted like the sunshine of his smile, better than sweets. He felt tetsu was leaning his head back and enjoying the caresses. yukki was happy - tetsu actually enjoyed this. His hands wandered under tetsu yellow pullover caressing the slim body, making tetsu sink back and writhe in pleasure. He teased the nipples and made tetsu moan. yukki kissed tetsu again lovingly. Watching tetsu so aroused was like drinking. yukki became dizzy and still wanted more. He had an easy job undoing tetsu's pants and slipping one hand into tetsu boxers. "No..." tetsu mumbled, stopping yukki's hand with his own. The word "rejection" lighted up in yukki's head in 10 meter neon-letters. "Why - you seemed to like it..." yukki asked insecure. "I'm a bit embarrassed..." tetsu admitted shyly. yukki smiled and kissed him softly. This was just like his tetsu. "Don't be. This time leave it to me." "That is why I'm embarrassed." tetsu blushed. yukki leaned to tetsu ear: "I want to see you. Every second." he whispered and tetsu blushed more. yukki felt the grip on his hand soften and took it as a sign of approval. One hand teased tetsu erection, while the other roamed tetsu's body. When tetsu seemed out of any control of his brain he took a hold of tetsu's erection beginning slow strokes then speeding up. He admired the ecstasy in tetsu face when finally tetsu screamed out and warm semen covered yukki's hand. tetsu head fell to the side, his breath heavy, all limp. yukki appeared out of nothing before his eyes. tetsu smiled tired. "Thank you." he whispered. "Everything for you, tet-chan." yukki teased. tetsu blushed again. "Your boxers are a mess now..." yukki stated. It was just like tetsu to rise up and lament the state of his clothes. yukki smiled. tetsu leaned down to kiss him and cast him a sunshine smile. "What shall I do about you?" tetsu mumbled. "I have a few ideas.." yukki grinned and lay down at tetsu side. "You have a new girl already? Ah, ken-chan you're really bad these days aren't you?" hyde cried out teasingly. ken nodded and packed his things. hyde looked at tetsu "This probably means we're leaving early again..." He waited for tetsu to hold ken back, bit tetsu just shrugged. "What are your plans today?" ken asked hyde. "Dinner with my sweetheart." hyde made a V-sign. "And yours?" he asked tetsu but yukki answered "Watching Gundam. There are still unknown episodes." tetsu blushed and cast his eyes to the ground. "Really? I thought you'd seen every single episode at least twice." ken studied his friend. tetsu seemed at a loss for words so ken shrugged "It's your evening. I rather have some fun." he waved an went to meet his new flame. hyde left with him, waving and hoping that no press was outside waiting for him. yukki stood up and walked to tetsu. "At least twice? We're not even through the first season once." yukki teased the still red man. tetsu looked up to his lover. "Gundam goes on forever." he said with determination. yukki smiled at his tetsu: "I certainly hope so." |
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